Listening to: Not Now - Blink 182

"Everyone seems normal... until you get to know them."

Ok, I know its been a while since I've updated my DA journal (over 4 months) and for those of you who have me on their friend's list... you're probably like,

"Who the heck is this dude? When did I deviantwatch this weirdo?"

Well... your hurtful sarcasm won't be heard by me (unless you leave a comment) because I'm probably thousands of miles away.

And sorry if I've been misinterpreted as someone who is dead, but I've been deathly busy lately because of...

HOMEWORK

And like... my adult life is beginning to begin. My parents don't wanna pay for the stuff I want... so I gotta earn more dinero to buy the crap and junk I want. Well, its not junk and crap supposedly, its mainly bills.

Bills suck, there's the cell phone bill, cable bill, car payment bill, insurance bill, tuition bill, Bill Clinton... er... wait... scratch that last one, he was cool, I liked that bill.

But don't view me as a lazy person that lives and only exploits my parents for money, that's not true, I have been working ever since I was 15.5 and I have made lots of money since then, I'm serious, don't laugh, but I want to earn more. And that means that the amount of time I spend online will plummet so fast it'll alter Neptune's rotation. I don't know how other people manage their time between reality and online.

I'm on the road to my Bachlor's degree (which is still far away, probably like 2008) but that means I have to focus on that and that only. Therefore i'm throwing my social life away for an unknown period of time. If you haven't been seeing much of me, you'll see me less in the future. I remember when DA was cool (still kinda is), forums were cool, MySpace was cool, LAN parties were cool, chatrooms were cool. That stuff was cool, but I can't have that much fun and still be a normal person. I need to bask in the polluted air that is the "outside" more than the "inside."

You're probably like... "then get a frickin laptop erogalny."

Well... its not like that... laptops are expensive, and my parents won't buy me one. I don't even want one anymore, I'm trying to rid myself of the online world. It's really no place for a guy like me to be. Lots of people I used to know already left and moved on with their lives. Now its my turn.

I'll occasionally upload some fanart, but don't expect it to be often, only like once every 4 months.

So I guess this is goodbye? Maybe, for now. But don't cry, no really... don't cry, cuz if you cry... I'll cry too.

If you cant say anything nice in a comment, then at least have the decency to be vague. Ok? Ok